Drinking to convince myself that it was gonna be ok
I have issues at this point & they’re not going away
I just want to feel special & relieve some stress
It wasn’t what I thought & I ended up feeling shitty and worthless
The days to come you’d get online & act like I don’t exist .. “wish I had a booty to rub on” like what the fuck is this ?
I gave you a piece of me that I cannot just take back, but you don’t understand
I guess toying with my feelings was all just apart of your plan